About Lipreading Mom

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I am Shanna Groves, but you can call me Lipreading Mom.

Twelve years ago, I had my first child. While cuddling, burping and kissing on my baby, my ears rang like crazy.

No problem, the doctor told me while I strained to hear him. You’re just going deaf. You need hearing aids.

That’s not exactly what he told me. The doctor used the term progressive hearing loss. Same thing as going deaf.

I walked out of that medical office with my head spinning. No way in heck I was going to wear hearing aids.

Me. 27 years old (at the time). Fresh off of maternity leave. A new job. My hair cut as short as singer Chynna Phillips from her Wilson Phillips’ days. Not a flattering haircut with behind-the-ear hearing aids that plugged into my visible ears like electrical cords.

My first confession as a lipreading mom:

I DON’T ALWAYS PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT  DOCTORS TELL ME.

Hearing aid wearing mom? Not me, no way. Back then, I’d rather have dyed my hair purple with pink polka dot highlights than worn chunky electronics in my ears.

I blew that doctor off.

Two years later, my son was old enough to talk. A lot. I had every reason to hide my ears from him. I couldn’t understand a word he said unless it was at piercing scream-level pitch. No more cooing and cuddling for us. It was Hard of Hearing Mom versus Screaming Child.

I went back to the doctor.

You still have those hearing aids, I asked him. ‘Cause I need them more than ever now.

That day, I finally accepted my hearing loss.

Now that I have three children ages 5, 8, and 12, communication depends on my acceptance. I must remind my kids to look at me so I can lipread them, speak up and repeat their words slowly.

I am a Lipreading Mom, not just Mom or a Lipreader. Both aspects must find a way to live together.

Come along on the ride with me.

Contact Lipreading Mom!

Shanna Groves

Shanna Groves

30 thoughts on “About Lipreading Mom”

  1. When did you first notice the ear ringing? I still wonder if mine came from medications given to me when I had my surgery for my miscarriage, I didn’t notice before then and it was such a foggy time, but I recall thinking when Laney was born that I still had the ear ringing I expected to go away after a few weeks from when I lost the baby. I just wonder if it could be linked to medications and genetics…knowing you have hearing loss in the family. I do too, I had a great aunt with hearing aids and my grandfather refused them but had difficulties.

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  2. Dawn – I know you can understand the frustrations of not being able to hear well because of tinnitus. Mine could have been related to medication during my hospital stay with the first baby, but doctors aren’t sure. Genetics, medication, noise exposure in my younger years… your guess is as good as mine.

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  10. Wow Shanna! Here is my story briefly, I was 24 when I was diagnosed with Bi-lateral Meniere’s. Ringing in the ear or tinnitus, vertigo and progressive hearing loss were place in remission for about 7years. I was HOH for about 5 yrs, yes wearing the BTE on both ears. Then overnight my leaf ear went dead, 3 yrs after that my vertigo began to get really bad. My specialist at Mass Eye and Ear gave me genticymin to control the vertigo. There was a one percent chance that it would effect my hearing in the right ear due to it being toxic. Yup, That one percent found my right ear with in a year. I’m now profoundly deaf, lip read all the time, just had my surgery for a Cochlear Implant and I’m only 42!

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  11. I did the same thing, still lip read and I’ve had a hearing loss since 81 due to trauma, over the years it’s steadily gotten worse, and I’m nearly totally deaf. My BTE’s don’t work anymore and I’m hoping to get new ones through VR that are bluetooth, so I can function better. Like you blog. Just wanted to say “Hi”

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    • Hi Sandy – Thank you for contacting me. I know that I can learn a lot from your experiences with hearing loss. Please know that I am here if you ever want to chat. Blessings to you!

      Shanna

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  12. Hi Shanna,

    Reading your blogs and learning about your hearing loss experiences makes me feel like I connected with you. I too, suffered a hearing loss, and was diagnosed at age 9. I learned to read-lip on my own before being diagnosed. I started a blog about hearing loss and motivation. You can learn more about my stories and challenging experiences at http://livingwithhearingchallenges.com/. Thank you encouraing others to be inspired. Lip reading is not easy to learn but it’s manageable.

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  15. hi my name is samantha jane smith
    i am 25 years old and i am english and i am hearing but i use my sign language to talk to my deaf people and my deaf friends and are you just deaf or profoundly deaf and can you speak and i am on facebook and twitter if you want to twitter me and if your not busy can you email me at s.js1@hotmail.co.uk and i love to hear from you
    from samantha jane smith from england

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  16. Hey Shanna! I’m 18 years old girl from Europe (english in not my mother language, so excuse me for mistakes). I have problems with dealing with hearing aids. I was not born deaf or so, my mom first noticed that I have problems with hearing when I was of age 3. I got my first hearing aid at the age of 4 just on one ear but when I turned 5, I was wearing hearing aids on both ears. No doctors could tell what exactly went wrong (probably some thing with nerves which is hard to guess) and I was running around different hospitals with my mom, who is the most caring person in the world. She put so much effort into learning with me, so I could go to school with “normal” children otherside I would had to go to school with children with hearing loss. The problem is that when I was in elementary school, I kind of didn’t care abour hearing aids but with high school my confidence started to fall. I’m still trying to deal with hearing loss and aids, which I don’t like to show, so I always try to hide them with hair in public and wear ponytail only at home. I’m really struggling through this, so I would be glad if you know any of girls of the similar age with which I could talk about my problems, share my thoughts and lifestyle. I really need some emotional support from someone who know how is to be in the world of lip reading, hearing aids etc. My goal is to accept myself and my problems before going to study.

    Have a nice day, Alice

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